And I think, I know that they would not do THAT. I suppose this is all a matter of...I'd never thought myself LIKELY to have this type of a relationship before,and there are so many things I could not give that it is causing me to question, when I have the moments to devote to it.
But yes, I do suppose you have a point about the moving forward. It is strange. I'm not afraid to say it entirely, more confused by myself, and perhaps by what I would do in either outcome. Perhaps the only way IS to find out.