[private filtered to Uhura]
I do not believe our work is gone. I merely believe that due to circumstances beyond our control, it requires a reset button if we are in mutual agreement about such an undertaking.
I have miscalculated twice now and you have suffered for those miscalculations, Nyota. Therefore, even if it is a profoundly human trait, your display of displeasure is warranted. Agreed. I should have informed you.
The reason I did not was because I was not...okay. I required a longer time than anticipated to process the situation on my own before I could face anyone. The physical changes do not help matters.
I would still like to see you in person. That way you can see for yourself what sort of toll these dreams have taken, without further elaboration. If this is acceptable, I will meet you at the time, date, and coordinates of your choosing.