One of my friends whenever I ask if anyone has questions at our meetings, has this annoying habit of asking me "what if the hokey pokey really IS what it's all about?" as if I am going to give him an honest answer. No one even laughs at it anymore really, but it DOES happen. I will have to use the phrase about not hokeying or pokeying next time.
The hotel roof hardly seems like the worst place in the world to escape one of those. Perhaps not the drunk on the roof part which COULD lead to being dangerous but I don't know very much about drinking.
It's probably better that you kept with it. It's an opportunity at least to show people that you went there steadily and did the work and made an effort to do it well. That seems to help in hiring.
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Being...like you? You don't need to tell an almost total stranger but if you would feel better, you can try. The only secrets that I find out about people that makes me disdain or hate them is that they are assholes. Any rate, whatever it is? It gets a whole lot easier once you're out of high school.