It wasn't the me who knows what I know now, at any rate, is how I guess I'd put it. I was so much more there, as terrible as that life has been, but I was also a bigger asshole to R. He deserved maybe sixty percent of what I dished out but there was a good forty that was overkill. It's weighing, I guess.
Unite the two. I will give that a shot. Ferre and I are still working on finding some sort of integration of the two people that I was and am. I can throw that one into the things to work on bit too. Thank you, Chetta. That helps.