Courf
Oh my god. I...I can't even imagine what that must be like. At least you can be comforted by the fact that he's alive and well here, right? The dreams might be horrible at times, but they're only dreams. And just from what I've seen on Valarnet and your party, you guys are all so close; if anyone can get Enj help it'd be you guys.
And you're right, I don't really want to find out, but I have a feeling we have no sat in the matter. I do know that I somehow get separated from my father and sister, but I have no idea what happens.