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Leon Orcot ([info]under_arrest) wrote in [info]valarlogs,
@ 2017-12-23 16:04:00

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Entry tags:alex, leon orcot

Who: Leon and Alex
What: Leon goes to Alex's place after a tough night at work
When: This evening
Where: Alex's place
Rating/Warning: PG-13, for talk of Leon killing someone and adult situations
Status: Complete



Leon took another drag of his cigarette, and then rubbed his gloved hands together. They were shaking, but he told himself it was just because had been sitting outside, at the top of the stairs leading to Alex's apartment, in this goddamn cold for the last hour. Even still, he inhaled the tabacco slowly, willing the tremor in his hands to slacken. His ass was cold, that much was for sure, and there was a small pile up of snow on the shoulders of his leather jacket. He was beginning to wonder if he shouldn't just give up and go somewhere else. He couldn't go home, and he definitely couldn't go pick up Chris. Not after the night he'd had. But he if he remembered correctly there was a bar not too far from here. Though he didn't really want to drink tonight. Felt disrespectful.

He went to the shooting range at least twice a week, though more often three or four times in a week. He knew, logically, that the gun wasn't any louder, that the recoil hadn't been any stronger than the hundreds of other times he'd shot it, but his ears still rang with the sound and his hands still stung. At least the cigarettes were calming his nerves a little. At least, that's what he told himself. Belatedly, he realized that the cigarette had turned sour and that he was now smoking the filter. He snuffed it out, then lit another one. He wondered when Alex would be home.



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[info]dunkirkalex
2017-12-26 07:07 pm UTC (link)
"I'm the idiot," Alex thought aloud.

Leon was perfect and Alex was rejecting him for reasons unknown, aside from Alex having something undefinable with something else and knowing it wasn't fair to either of man he was in this with. In a perfect world, he could have them both, maybe try to be one of those fucked up thrupples who never really worked out. Alex let out a breath between his lips, sounding not unlike a horse. What did he give a shit about fairness? He could fight a war, he could survive (at least up until the moment he may or may not have drowned), he could see a man through his own traumatic experience, but when it came to this shit, he had no idea what he was doing.

Fingers laced in with Leon's free hand, his lips turning to Leon's warm chest as the man held him there. "I ain't really worried about having a nightmare," he admitted. "You're here with me." Even if he had a nightmare, Leon would make him feel better, like he always did.

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