clockworkgirl (clockworkgirl) wrote in valarlogs, @ 2015-07-18 23:24:00 |
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Entry tags: | !complete, tessa gray, will herondale |
Who: Tessa and Will
When: Early June
Where: Their home
What: Boom chicka wa wa ;)
Rating/Warnings: High
Status: Complete
Since his relationship with Jem had gotten more heated, Will was now on a mission of sorts to get to that kind of level with Tessa. Knowing Jem was at a late night lecture that evening he decided to woo her a little with dinner. Now they were sat on the sofa with Will reading to her as they finished off the bottle of wine he’d opened. There was nothing wrong with a little lowering of the inhibitions and she hadn’t drank enough for her to be drunk and not knowing what she was doing.
Finishing the chapter Will placed the book on the table and stroked his fingers up and down Tessa’s arm, “This is nice” he said lips moving against her temple.
“Hmm,” Tessa hummed contentedly from where she rested against his shoulder. “It is, thank you,” she smiled and turned her face to smile up at Will as she raised a hand to link with his where it was stroking her arm. Linking their fingers, she reached up to kiss him on the cheek.
“Thank you” At first Will had been unsure about reading to her but they had soon settled into a pattern and now they both very much enjoyed it. As she reached up Will turned his head and kissed her lips, drawing it out as he let his other arm slide around her.
Tessa had shared quite a few kisses with the boys since they’d started, but they were always tame and perfectly respectable, so Will’s kiss wasn’t particularly unexpected. Sighing happily, she let her head relax back a bit further and let him lead the kiss. Lifting her other hand to his face, she brushed her fingers along his chin before drifting up to run her fingers into his soft hair.
Will moaned a little into the kiss and tightened his arms around her, requesting entrance to her mouth as he let his tongue graze along her bottom lip. Their kisses so far had been wonderful but not as passionate as Will knew they could be so now he was testing the waters as it were and seeing Tessa’s reaction. After all it had worked out very well with Jem.
Tessa sighed and opened her mouth to Will, her hand in his hair moving to cup the back of his head and pull him closer. She let herself get lost in the feeling of his warm lips on hers, his arms pulling her tightly against him and his soft hair under her fingers. She turned to face him a little more, still letting him lead the embrace.
Will was encouraged by her reaction and deepened the kiss more, pulling her close he moved them so that she was straddling him and his arms wrapped around her. Her body against him felt different to Jem’s though not at all in a bad way.
Tessa let herself be guided so she was sat on Will’s lap, a far more comfortable position if she were honest. She framed his face between her hands as she settled herself more comfortably in his lap. She pressed herself closely against him as they continued to kiss slowly, not really knowing what she was doing, but guided by some instinct and Will’s gentle hands.
Will was more than happy to guide her, letting one hand slip to cup her bottom as the other moved round to her side. Thumb brushing the underside of her breast as he did so. Both their heart rates were increasing now and their breathing between kisses heavier than before.
Tessa groaned as he touched her and broke the kiss to look at him with glazed eyes. She’d never done anything like this before, everything was new and feeling someone else’s hands on her body where she’d never been touched before was drugging. Stroking the thumb of one hand along the line of his chin, she looked down on his face, breath catching at how beautiful he was. She couldn’t believe she was here, how much she loved him and Jem, how he could love her in return. She was so lucky.
Smiling Will looked into her eyes as he pressed a teasing little kiss to her nose, hand moving to cup her breast now as they looked at each other. He knew he’d pick up on any feeling of uncomfortableness from her but so far there was only their mutual desire.
Tessa’s breath caught in her throat as she gasped. Finding herself pressing into his touch, her eyes fluttered closed and she found herself rocking forward on his lap to press her lips to his, opening her mouth and encouraging him to keep going.
Will wasn’t stupid, he knew that was very much encouragement and as they kissed once more he let his hand slip under her shirt to take her breast in his hand with only her bra separating them from skin on skin contact. He moaned a little into her mouth, things were definitely getting hotter now.
Tessa gasped against his mouth as he cupped her breast, before surging forward and kissing him fiercely. Her hand cupped the back of his head and she tilted his head back, her other hand trailing down his neck to clutch the fabric of his shirt in her fingers.
Will smiled into the kiss as Tessa became more passionate too, sliding his other hand from her ass he slipped that one too underneath her shirt so he could massage her breasts as they continued kissing and her fingers continued clutching at him.
Tessa broke their kiss, her breathing shaky and whispered his name over and over. She didn’t really know what she was asking for. More of something she couldn’t describe but was currently stealing her breath and playing keep away with her sanity. Pressing their foreheads together as her fingers clutched in the fabric of his shirt. She felt flushed, filled with warmth and her blood pounded through her veins, seeming to be saying Will’s name. The hand still in his hair clenched as his hands moved over her breasts and she let out a cry very unlike her. In response, panting, she brought her hands to his shirt and started to unbutton it.
Helping her out he then also removed her top too, leaving them both shirtless, breathless and with desire blown pupils. Smiling he leaned forward and pressed a kiss to the swell of each of her breasts before kissing his way back up to her lips.
Tessa barely had time to be self-conscious before Will had brought his lips back up to hers. She tensed a little, trying to tell herself not to cover herself up, but couldn’t help it as her arms moved to try and cover herself. She broke their kiss, still resting close to him. She’d never been in any situation like this before, and while reading about similar things and seeing them on tv was informative, it didn’t give her the confidence in her own body to not try and shy away.
Will took her hands in his, linking their fingers and moving their arms away from her body, “You are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen Tessa Gray” he told her, pressing kisses to the corners of her mouth.
As Will moved her arms outwards, she ducked her chin and blushed, a shy smile on her lips. She’d never considered herself beautiful before. That was a word reserved for people like Angelina Jolie or Jennifer Aniston. She was completely ordinary and she often wondered what Will or Jem saw in her when they could so obviously have their pick of any girl they wanted. She squeezed his hands and pressed herself flat against his chest so she wouldn’t be so exposed and peppered kisses on his lips, across his cheek and down his neck.
Will smiled and released her hands so he could wrap her in his arms, returning her kisses with ones of his own. Peppering her skin with them as his hands slipped up to undo her bra, he wanted to show her how beautiful she truly was. There was no need to be shy with him, he thought she was perfect. He kissed her deeply claiming her lips as he slipped the garment off, letting his hands cup her bare breasts.
Tessa whimpered against Will’s passionate lips as he touched her breasts. Still blushing, she pulled away slightly to rest her forehead against his, her breath shaky as she drew her hands down from his beautiful face, his long neck to his muscled chest. She delicately, shyly ran her fingertips across his skin, watching the path of her fingers in fascination.
Will shivered a little at her touch, smiling as he let her explore. “I’m yours to do with as you wish” he whispered to her, pressing kisses to her skin, her cheeks, her neck, her shoulder. Brief affectionate touches to relax her.
She couldn’t help but grin in response and bit her lip. “Promises promises,” she murmured, closing her eyes as he pressed his lips over her skin. She let out a breathy sigh and rolled her head back, baring her throat to him. She was rapidly forgetting her earlier shyness, his ministrations making her feel treasured and loved. Rolling her head back round, she pressed her cheek against his, lips moving against his skin as she stroked the the skin of his neck. “Have you...have you and Jem…” she started quietly, prudishly wanting to avoid saying what she was implying.
“I’ll promise you the world and deliver it to you” he told her, sucking a gentle mark onto the skin at her neck when she allowed him access to it. He liked that she was losing the shyness, it was reassuring. Pulling back a little he pressed a kiss to her lips, “Not all the way” he told her, “But we know all of each other” he told her, sparing her the embarrassment of hearing him say anything more descriptive. She was intelligent, she’d understand.
"It's a good thing I don't want the world then," Tessa looked down into his eyes, a hand against his cheek, thumb brushing back a hand forth. "Just you and Jem," she told him, staring down at him it eyes wide with adoration.
“You have us both” he promised her, “Always. We love you very much Tessa Gray” he turned his head to kiss her palm before his arms tightened around her and he let his lips slip down her body until he could let his lips suckle her breast even as his hands moved to her ass and squeezed her cheeks.
Tessa let out a surprised yelp and braced herself against the back of the couch as Will pulled her closer. Her eyes rolled and closed as she felt his lips on her skin. Skin untouched by anyone else. She gasped and dropped her head to his shoulder, her breathing catching and body arching into his mouth. “Will...I…” she muttered, grasping the back of his head and moaning.
Will hummed against her skin, over her breast as his lips and tongue wrought pleasure from her. He loved how responsive she was and knew it was going to become an obsession to make her lose control. Just as he had led Jem to pleasure he was determined to do the same with Tessa.
His humming sent a spike of pleasure through Tessa like she had never felt before. Crying out, she clutched a hand in Will’s hair, encouraging him and starting to rock her hips in his lap. “God Will, don’t stop,” she gasped, breathless as she dropped her head to his shoulder and groaned again. She wanted him closer, touching more of her, touching more of him.
Smiling against her skin Will continued to tease her with his lips and tongue as his hands moved to her waistband to undo them. Allowing him to loosen them enough to slide his hands inside, starting with his bare hands on her bare backside squeezing and molding the cheeks of her ass.
Tessa took his head between her hands and lifted his head to kiss her again. Fiercely and deeply. She moved to sit up in his lap, leaning over him as she directed him in the kiss. She wanted Will to know he could do more. Touch more. She could feel a tingling in her stomach that she’d never felt before.
Will smiled into the kiss leaving one hand on her bare ass while the other moved around to slip his fingers over her most intimate place. Leaving them there to allow her to adjust to their presence. He moaned into the kiss as his own heart pounded in his ears, it felt so good to be touching her.
Will’s touch made her shudder bodily, in a way she had never experienced before and she had to grab the back of the couch to hold herself up. Ducking her head to press her cheek against his,s he let his continue to move his fingers over her. The touch alien but comforting at the same time. Her breathing turned ragged and she felt a wash of sensation run over her. Distantly, she was reminded of the feeling she experienced when her body changed in the Dreams, but she was too caught up in the scent, feel and sound of Will to examine it further.
Will felt her shudder and continued to run his hands and lips over her. It was only when she shuddered more intensely and his hand encountered something which definitely shouldn't be there that he pulled back a little and came face to face with himself. "Well I know I've been accused of loving myself but this is beyond even my level" once again turning to his old friend humour.
Tessa frowned as Will stopped and pulled back. Shaking her head in confusion, she looked at him with glazed eyes. “Wha...? Why did you stop?” she asked breathlessly, her chest heaving.
“Well” Will took her hand in his and held it up in front of her, “It’s a little off putting making out with myself” he told her indicating that she should look down at herself.
“Yourself?” Tessa frowned again, her mind finally catching up with what Will was trying to tell her. She looked at the hand he held in front of her, dumbly for a few seconds before realising that it wasn’t her hand anymore. She gasped and scrambled off Will’s lap, looking down at herself in shock. Luckily Will had undone her clothes, because right now they didn’t fit. This wasn’t her body. She was looking at Will’s body where hers should have been.
She rushed to the mirror in the hallway to look at herself. Putting her hands to her face, she touched Will’s skin where hers should have been. Will’s eyes stared back at her, his face instead of hers was contorted in abject horror at what she saw. She spun to face her lover. “What...what happened to me?!” she asked desperately.
“It’s okay Tessa” he told her, coming to take her hands, his hands, in his own, “You changed that’s all. Just focus and don’t panic. Focus on you, being you again” he told her, stroking the hands in his own and encouraging her to breathe normally. The last thing they needed was for her to panic.
Tessa looked at him stricken, trying not to panic even as she could see Will’s hands holding his own hands. “I don’t...I don’t know what happened. I mean I know in the Dreams, but I hoped...it wouldn’t happen here,” she rambled, shaking her head in disbelief. Tears started to streak down her cheeks.
“Oh sweetheart” Will said, taking her in his arms slightly awkwardly but still offering comfort. “It’s okay, it’s okay. I promise, you’re going to be fine. It’s just like me and Jem yeah? We have to train for our abilities and you can do the same. You’ll master it all in no time” he promised her rubbing her back comfortingly.
Tessa cried in his arms, letting him comfort her. After a few minutes, she felt her body changing back and without the pleasure from Will to take away from the sensation, she cried out against it. Her vision blacking out and the world spinning around her. Somewhere in the background she heard herself screaming and then all went black.
Will was rather proud of himself that he only momentarily panicked after she passed out in his arms. Laying her on the sofa he fetched a cool cloth to lay on her forehead as well as fresh water for when she woke up.
Tessa came round slowly, feeling a cold cloth pressed to her head. Her head pounded as she slowly opened her eyes. Blinking slowly, she moaned at the pain she felt all over. It was as if her joints had been ripped from their normal position and jammed back in again. “Wi...Will?” she asked breathily. “What happened?”
“Hey beautiful” Will said softly when Tessa came round, “You passed out when you changed back to yourself, do you remember?” he took her hand and held it while keeping the cool cloth on her forehead.
Tessa groaned and frowned as it came back to her. She nodded slightly, her headache making it harder. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to...” she gently squeezed his hand. “Are you ok?” she asked, cracking her eyes open to look up at him.
"Worried about you" he admitted honestly, "You don't have to apologise. It's not great timing sure but at least now we know right?"
Tessa sighed unhappily. “I wish we didn’t,” she groaned. “Do you think this sort of thing will happen...everytime?” she winced as she referred to what they had been doing before.
“No” he shook his head, “I think you’ll get a grasp on it and you’ll be fine. It’s my fault, I overwhelmed you with my hotness, I should have taken my time and eased you in” he smiled trying to tease her a little to ease her out of her unhappiness.
Tessa couldn’t help but laugh at him, his belief in himself was constant. Even if she couldn’t share it about herself.