>> parents... but it was actually just father. >> mother never really bothered to check in much at all >> I'll have to deal with my anger with her over that at some point.
>> I'm probably going to be in therapy for the rest of my life
>> But yes, that's exactly it. >> He expected so much of me and tore me down for anything less than that. >> In the dreams it was even worse. >> You start questioning whether real relationships with others are worth it. >> who you can trust >> who is really authentically your friend - since you aren't perfect >> and no one outside of this seems to understand it when you're rich. >> I had everything handed to me as long as I kept up the charade. >> I never wanted for food or shelter, just love. >> so there's that secondary concern of 'oh poor little rich girl'. >> Do I even have the RIGHT to be this screwed up?