He gave a wry, "Yeah. Thanks." Sam shook his head, "I just have to keep telling myself that this place is different. That all that is back there. Dean's told me this place is a godsend in comparison. I should just relax." Not that he felt that he could, or that he ever would. "Sorry," Sam murmured. "That was kind of a good mood annihilator. So you remember your past life? That's got to be kind of weird."