No, still not making sense. Spike tried to think about this as they walked briskly towards the Portkey--it'd be sunrise soon, and what time was it wherever they were going?--but could not make sense of it. "Why?" he managed, then immediately retracted it. "No, don't answer that, I don't care. Just...don't let go?"
When you're a recipient of grace, he thought distantly, keep it, don't question why it's given to you. Grace is beyond understanding.