The kiss before had been prefunctory, a sort of cousiny, siblingesque thing that had been fun, but not anything like this. This kiss was exploratory and hads she been standing up, her knees would've wobbled a bit. The buildup had been fantastic and she hadn't even realized it.
"Why would I change my mind? I'm not - I mean, I'm still terrified, I'm going to be so bad at this, but um. Yeah, I mean, no. ... okay, seriously, why do you make my brain melt out of my ears? When did you get that superpower, you ass?"