She leaned back and wiped her eyes, sniffling hard. "Fuck, I'm usually better at things like this." After closing her eyes, she covered them with her hands. "I kind of realized recently that I ... really like you. In the romantic way, in the naked and sweaty way, in the friends way - I like you. In the whatever way. And I know I've been a bitch and strung you along because seriously, why did I not realize my thing for ruffling your hair wasn't flirting?"
Her hands fell to her knees which she promptly buried her head in, sighing. "Fuuuck, I'm so stupid. Feel free to biff me upside the head, I deserve it." At least she'd stopped crying; she was more upset with herself than anything else. This was not going how she'd wanted it to.