Merrill blinked back tears as she looked into Hawke's eyes. "I.." She wasn't sure what to say. Things change. She had been hoping things would change, and when Anders had showed up she was afraid things wouldn't change. Maybe...if Hawke wanted them to, they still would.
She didn't know what to think about her loving Anders. She wasn't sure how to compete with a man Hawke had lived with. "How big of a way?" she asked hesitantly.