"And don't think that doesn't scare the piss out of me." Gabe murmured. "But I just can't live like that all the time." He'd tried. He'd gone twitchy in about two days. Thank fuck for Uzza and his infinite patience. "And I don't know, I like what we've got now, too. This is still life." He smiled at her, kissing her closed eyelids lightly.