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Gabriel, Archangel (thereisakingdom) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2011-03-17 20:51:00

Current mood:	thoughtful
Entry tags:	archangel gabriel, lilo pelekai

WHO: Lilo and Gabe
WHAT: Clarifying
WHERE: Their place in Hawai'i
WHEN: Backdated to right after this log.
WARNINGS: Possible!

After Lulu and the boys had left, Gabe turned around back to Lilo at the table. "You. You and I need to talk." He sat down at the chair next to her, a hand resting on her back. "What'd you think of having the little ones around? You okay?" She looked fine, but watching the movie had to have been difficult for her.

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	means_family 2011-03-18 02:09 am UTC (link)
	Lilo blinked when he said they need to talk, cocking her head to the side. "Okay?" She took his free hand into both of hers, squeezing gently. "It was nice, why do you ask? I love babysitting little Soren, it's funny how much like the Soren I know he is." (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 02:15 am UTC (link)
	"Wondered about the movie. I wouldn't have an easy time watching it if I were you." Gabe smiled, hoping to make sure she was at her ease. He remembered what Lulu had said. "I just want to clear the air about something ... Lulu sorta said something I want to make sure about." (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 02:17 am UTC (link)
	"It was a long time ago," she murmured. She wasn't that upset about the death of her biological family anymore, but Stich not being around did ache. But she wondered what Lulu had said and nodded. "Okay?" (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 02:21 am UTC (link)
	Okay, well, as long as that part was okay. "It's not a huge deal, just ..." Whatever. "Lulu kind of made it sound like you were really impatient for me to be ready for kids and all that. I don't know if she was right." And obviously, he wanted to know. (Reply to this)

means_family
2011-03-18 02:23 am UTC (link)

Her eyes widened, jaw dropping a little. She was pretty sure that Lulu wouldn't have said that exactly, at least she hoped not. "I want kids with you. But I also still want more time with just you and me. I know, I know, I'm probably rushing things, but ... what if I don't have that much time with you? What if you go?" She sniffled a little, curling her legs to her chest. "I'm a big baby."

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thereisakingdom
2011-03-18 02:30 am UTC (link)

Gabe could have misunderstood and he knew that, but still. "Hey, I'm the big baby in this relationship," Gabe said gently, one hand still on her back. "I'm sorry. I just didn't want you to be thinking I wasn't interested. I'm still a little scared." Rubbing her back helped him keep calm, never mind her. "I'm not going anywhere unless the world gets weird, and if it does, well, I can't really fix it. You know?" He worried about a lot, but worrying about getting vortexed was a waste of energy.

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	means_family 2011-03-18 02:32 am UTC (link)
	"You're not the baby." She leaned against him, sniffling a little. "And I know you won't, not if you can help it, I'm just paranoid." Sometimes she wondered how much she could lose before the world stopped fucking with her. (Reply to this)

thereisakingdom
2011-03-18 03:05 am UTC (link)

Shit. He felt like a total heel now. He wrapped his arms around her, his chin resting at the top of her head. "I am so the baby. And I'm not going anywhere if I can help it." He kissed her forehead, figuring his next statement would be sappy as shit no matter how he phrased it. "You gotta trust me that I'll be here for you whenever it's possible. And it's possible unless the world goes fucky. But I mean." He searched for words. "Why wait around sure that the world's gonna take me away or take you away? It wastes the time we've got."

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	means_family 2011-03-18 03:07 am UTC (link)
	"Not the baby times infinity," she mumbled against his chest. Her words were muffled, but better that than he see that she was crying and have him feel bad. She listened to him, sniffled loudly, and nodded. "I got your shirt wet," she murmured. Granted, it sounded more like 'mfeyeirrted', but she hoped he understood. (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 03:11 am UTC (link)
	"Fixable." He pulled it over his head with an easy motion. "Second shirt today I've had to take off." He smiled, hoping she'd at least smile, remembering the time they'd both tried to screw around with stripper moves. He pulled her closer, scooting his chair as he rested one big hand at the back of her head. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 03:13 am UTC (link)
	Lilo returned her head to where it had been, albeit after she had crawled into his lap. "I guess I just want to hurry and have this amazing life I have planned to have with you because so many things could mess it up." She hadn't forgotten their discussion about her own mortality. (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 03:18 am UTC (link)
	"And don't think that doesn't scare the piss out of me." Gabe murmured. "But I just can't live like that all the time." He'd tried. He'd gone twitchy in about two days. Thank fuck for Uzza and his infinite patience. "And I don't know, I like what we've got now, too. This is still life." He smiled at her, kissing her closed eyelids lightly. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 03:20 am UTC (link)
	"I'm still working on extending it," she murmured. She was still crying, and she hated it. Leaning back, she wiped her cheeks and shook her head. "Okay. I'm sick of being sad. I should be happier than I've ever been, and I'm wasting it." (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 03:33 am UTC (link)
	"What can I do to help?" Gabe kissed her neck just as lightly. "I'm really sorry, baby." He probably could have handled this better, and he'd do damn near anything to get her to stop crying. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 03:34 am UTC (link)
	She smiled a little, reaching out to tickle him. That would help; he made a lot of adorable squawking noises when he was tickled. (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 03:47 am UTC (link)
	He didn't even do it on purpose, he just squawked. "Agh!" Gabe squirmed, trying to get away, laughing. "No fair!" (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 03:49 am UTC (link)
	Lilo cackled loudly, a deep booming laugh that sounded in her chest. She stopped, but it was only to kiss him hard. "I'm sorry I fuss. I just love you so much it makes me stupid." (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 04:07 am UTC (link)
	There was that laugh. He was stupid about that laugh. Gabe made a happy noise when she kissed him, his hands moving down to rest on her hips. "And I'm sorry if I was an asshole. I'm not ... tactful. I didn't want you pissed at me, but I don't want you sad, either." (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 04:11 am UTC (link)
	She let her hands run through his hair, sighing contentedly at his lopsided smile. "You weren't an asshole, and I'm not pissed. I just feel a little stupid." She wondered a little to herself what the ritual would be like that would bind them together. "What's the ritual like? The one that would keep me with you?" She just wanted to know if it would hurt. (Reply to this)

thereisakingdom
2011-03-18 04:25 am UTC (link)

Notwithstanding her humanity, Gabe assumed it'd work the same way as he'd seen it done. "The ritual? My part, um, goes like ... well, saying some words and basically sending a little piece of me into your soul. I don't know what it feels like ... we'd have to find an angel who bonded to an angel to figure that out." He thought a moment. "Normally you'd just say the same things and a piece of your soul would replace the piece I lost. But human souls aren't designed the same way. Basically, you need it all."

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	means_family 2011-03-18 04:29 am UTC (link)
	She chewed a little on her lower lip. "I'm sorry." She wanted to give that to him, wanted to give him everything. "I would if I could. I probably would anyway unless it'd do something horrible." (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 04:41 am UTC (link)
	"You need your entire soul." Gabe looked at her with a severity he hoped was only half serious. "Do you see why I'm not ready to jump into something, though? I don't even know all the specifics of what we'd have to do." And Father forbid anything happening to this woman. He'd never recover. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 04:42 am UTC (link)
	She nodded. "Well, it's why I got my tattoo. It's as good to me as giving you part of me. Hey, I could give you more sex, that sort of counts, right?" (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 04:47 am UTC (link)
	"I'd take it, but I don't think it's enough for the ritual." He smiled crookedly, going for a kiss, though he did murmur against her lips. "You're wearing pants. It's all complicated." Mostly to make her laugh, though he wasn't going to turn down sex, if she felt like it. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 05:14 am UTC (link)
	"I just want you to know that I'm not going anywhere, you know? That's what our own rituals are like. You know, marriage and stuff. That's what I figure." She shrugged and looked a little sheepish. (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 05:22 am UTC (link)
	Gabriel thought for a moment. "... that makes sense, really." His ritual, her ritual. He wet his lips. "I have to tell you, I'm not crazy about some big function ... but I wouldn't mind getting married. At all." It'd have to be a little while yet; her father might kill him if it was super soon. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 05:25 am UTC (link)
	Lilo blinked and leaned back to look at him. She was, unfortunately, so excited that she leaned back, off of his lap, and banged her head on the kitchen table as she fell to the floor. (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 05:27 am UTC (link)
	He jumped up and almost caught her before she fell. "Jesus, Lee!" Gabe held her as if she'd fainted in his arms. "You okay? How many fingers am I holding up?" He held up four. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 05:28 am UTC (link)
	She didn't answer him. Instead she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him hard, grinning broadly. She couldn't believe what he'd said, and in human terms it was probably the worst proposal ever, but it still meant the world to her. (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 05:30 am UTC (link)
	He wouldn't have known that; he'd never actually fuckin' proposed to a human. Gabe just held her, and kissed her, and laughed. "Can you speak? Is your skull cracked?" He was mostly just being Jewish to make her smile. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 05:35 am UTC (link)
	"Nope, I'm grievously injured." She grinned and kissed him, nuzzling closer. "You're serious? ... not about my skull, about the other thing." (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 05:37 am UTC (link)
	"I'm serious." Gabe shrugged one shoulder. "To be honest, it doesn't mean the same to me as it does to you, but I don't have any problem with something making it harder for anyone to take you away from me." He smiled, returning that kiss, once, then again. "I gotta talk to your Dad. Hoping he doesn't kill me." (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 05:42 am UTC (link)
	"Why would he? And I know it doesn't, but we'll figure out how to do the ritual thing, promise." She closed her eyes, then rubbed the back of her head. "Ow, dang, our table is all hard and not soft and cosy." (Reply to this)

	thereisakingdom 2011-03-18 05:43 am UTC (link)
	Gabe shrugged. "You're his daughter." And he thought humans dated for longer than just a few months, but he could be wrong about that. "And yeah, I'm going to ask around about it; I have some names who might be able to help out. You want some ice for that?" It had looked like it'd hurt when she'd smacked her head. (Reply to this)

	means_family 2011-03-18 05:44 am UTC (link)
	"I can ask too." She figured her Uncle Bill might know some stuff, if not her Uncle Bobby might. "And no, but I'll take cuddles with me and Dangerkat." (Reply to this)