It was a five-card spread, the first card being the attitude in the present, represented by the seven of wands - courage in the face of adversity. Raziel ran his fingertips over it with a smirk, not facing her. "You altered yourself and your outlook, but one has to wonder if what you saw down there did not seep into your soul. Make you realize that what you saw was something you never wished to see again. You've returned to the light in spite of Hell. I'm not saying it always has to be a bad altering, simply altering at all, in a creature that shouldn't ever change. You feared me and my doing impossible things, when you did something impossible, yourself."
Raziel then turned the next card, which was the emotions underlying the attitude taken, represented by the card Judgment in reverse - procrastination and indecision. He huffed a sarcastic chuckle. "Bloody things, they still know me after all these years."