Cupping his cheek in her hand, she turned his face back toward her. "That's not what I mean. I cried while you were gone, it's not a pussy thing to do, who told you that?" She growled a little, shaking her head. "I just mean that you don't have to cry. I'll fix this." She smiled and snuggled into his arms further. "I made you cry, I'm such a jerk."