"Yeah, I- don't get em wrong, I'm... she's here," The tone in hsi voice expressed his happiness better than he could, "But- I don't really think I'm in any condition to.. be a father yet, you know?" He sighed, leaning back on the counter and then into Chris a little, taking another drink.
"Fuck, man," He said it soft enough that he was pretty sure Holly wouldn't hear him, even if listening. But considering he felt like screaming, for whatever reason, keeping himself to a whisper was concession enough.