"Don't see him a lot at home." She shrugged. "Since it happened he works as long as he can and stays out te doing God knows what, I've seen more of Gus than Shawn at home since Gus got here." She shrugged. "Way I see it, I graduate high school in two months, with the oher early graduation freaks, I'll pick a random major, go to college, and go from there. Shawn needs to work this out for himself, because I've tried to help and he pushes me away. I can't handle this crap, not all of it. Not dealing with my body and my boyfriend and school and work and my brother's issues with the L word. I can't even tell him I love him, House, he acts like I spit on him or something."