"If she's here, and you eventually give birth to her, I wonder what effect, if any, they will have on each other. Maybe she's not our first." He hugged her tighter, then kissed her over and over, his head then resting in the crook of her neck. "Can I tell you something?" He paused a moment. "I'm honestly scared. I don't want to screw this up. I've been pretty bad in the past, alienated people, but I can't fuck this up. She's my kid. This has way more impact than anything I've ever done."