"Yeah they do stink. I mean I know they have their own lives.. but.. they used to acknowledge my existence. I'm not even sure they'd care if I was dead.. and not even in a .... I hate her, I wish she wasn't around kind of way, just because they didn't notice me.." she shrugged slightly with one arm.
"Being hurt and.. everything else.. I don't know, it's just a lot I suppose. There's Stacy.. and I know she means well I just.. we're in two different worlds.. yet again.. or at least it feels that way," she let out a breath.