That was a loaded question, and the look was written all over her face. "I don't know to be honest.. I mean I have you both, I wouldn't ever give that up. I just.. I miss your dad more then I thought I did, and I guess I didn't realize it until you both showed up. And I'm.. disappointed in myself for getting hurt.. and letting people down.. but people who.. don't give .. a rat's ass about me. Most of the people who used to work for me before all of this? I don't even speak to them anymore.. I.." she paused.