- (gatlin_harris) wrote in utr_logs, @ 2009-06-20 22:01:00 |
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Entry tags: | gatlin harris, malakai chmelyk |
Who: Gatlin and Kai
What: Feeding Time XD
Where: Gat's place
When: After Kai left, in Rurik and Kezia's thread
Warnings: Vampires, Biting, Bleeding, Sex are all possible. Emotastic grumblings.
The televison was on, but he wasn't paying attention to it. He was running out of pills. He had three, in the ashtray on the table in front of him. Maybe that many more, hidden in the bathroom. he wasn't sure any more. he'd lost track, lost count. He was tempted to gather them all and swallow every one, just to see what would happen.
He wouldn't do it. He was mostly numb, anyway. And he was afraid of what might happen. Not death, he wasn't afraid of death. He was afraid of pain. That was why he had whiskey. He'd gone to several differnt stores, bought two or three bottles everywhere he went. If his pills ran out, he'd move on to liquid relief.
He ran through the channels on the television. He was always amazind that with so many channels, nothing was ever on. He settled on a rerun of The Golden Girls, for the back ground noise, and flung his arm over his eyes. Maybe he'd get lucky, and fall asleep for a few hours.