"I...I was back in the church," she whispered, and shuddered. She turned to face him, not wanting to stare out into the otherwise empty room.
"I couldn't stop setting the fires...I couldn't stop myself from that anger and I couldn't move, Sam, I couldn't move at all."
She looked into his face, her eyes green and fading gold. "And...and Merlin wasn't coming this time and everything was incinerating around me and I was...burning."