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Kris Furillo [Wildfire] (wildfireskris) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-11-09 22:16:00

Current mood:	contemplative
Entry tags:	ilya monroe, kris furillo

Who: Kris and Ilya
Where: Kris'
What: Answers
When: Their first moment alone.
Rating: TBD

Kris didn't know what to t hink. She had been told bits and pieces, but didn't get the whole story and then the three visitors seemed to upset him even further, she honestly didn't know if he wanted her around so she stayed pretty much to the shadows letting Ilya determine when they would talk, atleast that was the original plan. Unable to hold back any longer she finally approached, somewhat nervous as she did and nervously tried to ask for the answers she felt she deserved.

"Ilya..there seems to be a lot you haven't told me, can you please just tell me now?"

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chicagosphoenix
2008-11-09 10:30 pm UTC (link)

"There's a lot I don't know." Ilya shook his head. He scrubbed his face with both hands. "I haven't deliberately kept anything from you." He tried for a smile, though it failed and didn't reach his eyes. "I told you when we first met I believe my father is a vampire. I didn't tell you that being a Damphir means I need to drink blood from time to time. I don't have fangs, I can't bite people the way vampires do. I don't even drink human blood. I had no idea, until tonight, that I have control over fire. Damphirs are traditionally weak, very few live to see the first year complete. I can only assume my mother's gypsy blood is what made me strong."

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	wildfireskris 2008-11-09 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	She took this in, listening to everything he said trying to be understanding but it didn't make sense. "I.." She thought a moment. "This is just so...wow." was all that Kris could think to say as she paced the room. "S...So, what happened, it could happen again?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

chicagosphoenix
2008-11-10 03:31 pm UTC (link)

Ilya ran a hand through his hair, leaving grooves in the wake of his fingers. His hands were discolored, though mostly healed. He expected to be scarred, when all was said and done. "If the witch is right. It makes sense." He dropped his hand to caress his wrist.

"I have been at the center of nearly a dozen fires, Kris. And I was angry or upset when each occurred. Hundreds of people, thousands, have died, because of me." He bent his head, and covered his face with both hands. "And I never knew. I never realised I was doing it. Two schools, the hospital..." His voice trailed off, and he pulled in a shuddering breath.

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wildfireskris
2008-11-10 03:40 pm UTC (link)

All of her concerns, all of her fears faded when he said that. Immediately she moved to sit beside him, her hand moving to caress his arm. "You didn't know.." She whispered calming. "And you can't be blamed for what you didn't know." She reminded.

"No matter what you are, what you have done I still..." She was going to say she loved him despite it, but it may have been too soon, and she didn't want to further upset him.

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	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-10 04:35 pm UTC (link)
	Ilya shook his head. "I know I didn't know. I should have known. The fires always started close to me. And even though I was burned, I never felt it. Even tonight. I didn't feel it like I should. It was almost surreal. I was so pissed, so angry and I just wanted to kill that animal." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-10 06:01 pm UTC (link)
	"Ilya.." She spoke softly. "It's okay...you know now, you know to watch your temper, and I will help you as much as I can." Kris told the man as she tried to help, though she feared she wasn't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-10 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	"I know." Ilya smiled and reached for her hand, giving a squeeze. She was helping. She helped him greatly, just being there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-10 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	She relaxed when he did that. "W..Was this because of what happened?" She asked, referring to the attack on her at the barn. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-10 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	Ilya nodded. He couldn't bring himself to lie to her. "When I saw him, when he walked in, I wanted to kill him. And then the fire started. And the rest is a blur, but I do know I did it. I held him down and the flames consumed him until there was nothing left." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-10 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	"But it wasn't human was it? And very dangerous?" She asked. "Then you did what you had to..." She pointed out to him. Finally unable to stop herself she leaned up and kissed him. "And whatever you need, I am here for you, all you have to do is ask..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-11 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	Ilya shook his head. "You know it wasn't human." He closed his eyes briefly, then looked to her face, his expression soft. "He was a vampire, Kris. A very uncivilised creature." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-11 06:38 pm UTC (link)
	"But...Isn't..." She was trying to understand everything. "Nevermind." She finished as she looked away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-11 06:44 pm UTC (link)
	"What?" Ilya raised his hand to Kris' cheek. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-11 06:51 pm UTC (link)
	"Isn't your dad a vampire? So not all are bad..right?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-11 06:54 pm UTC (link)
	"No. He was, I guess. He admitted he probably shouldn't have let my mother live. Had he known she was carrying me, he probably wouldn't have let her live. But that was a long time ago, and he's...changed, I guess." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-11 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	She leaned into his touch as she reached up to return the gesture. "I have seen evil...he isn't..at least not when it comes to his feelings of you." She said. "More than I ever had." The last part was barely whispered, almost jealous. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

chicagosphoenix
2008-11-11 09:00 pm UTC (link)

Ilya smiled a little smile. "No, he's not outright evil. He is a vampire, Kris, make no mistake. But he is civilised, and he makes a conscious effort every day to control the beast within him. I think Rurik is a huge factor in that, but don't fool yourself. He is a monster, just below the surface. To be fair, most men are, even humans. It's the nature of survival, really."

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	wildfireskris 2008-11-11 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	"He may be, but I am a lot more than most see below the surface, but you don't judge me because of it so why should I judge you, or your father?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-11 09:32 pm UTC (link)
	Ilya smiled. A moment like that would be a perfect opportunity to say three little words that carried a larger meaning. he held back, only because he didn't want to frighten her by moving too fast. They'd nearly been killed by a fire he'd started, a vampire and two witches had come home with them...he thought it wiser, just then, to hold back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-11 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	She looked up at him, her eyes locked on his. "Ilya.." She whispered. "I love you." It wasn't like Kris to fall so soon, and so fast, but she couldn't seem to help it as he seemed to accept her despite everything and he made her feel safe, and she truly did love him more than she thought she could. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-11 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	He didn't have the voice to answer right away. He merely looked at her, his expression saying more than words, anyway. After a few seconds just looking at her, he moved in to kiss her. Soft and slow, his hand moved to the back of her head. I love you, Kris," he breathed to her lips between kisses. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-11 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	She kissed him back, her hand moving to run through his hair as well. "I was so scared to say it." She admitted. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-11 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	He tilted his head to look up to her face. "You shouldn't be. I was hesitant only because it's been a long, stressful day." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-12 01:04 am UTC (link)
	"I was worried you would think that it was too soon." She explained. Leaning against him, her head resting against his chest. "I don't want to scare you off." That statement was whispered so soft it was barely loud enough for even Kris to hear. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-12 05:02 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't think that's going to happen, Kris." Ilya spoke softly. "The way things have happened, yeah, it's happened fast, but I think it's the real deal. Fate seems to have a hand in it." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-12 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	She smiled at that. "Fate has never been a real friend of mine, maybe this time things will actually work out?" She asked as she looked up at him pleading for him to say it would. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-12 07:19 pm UTC (link)
	"If I have anything to say about it," Ilya replied. he leaned in to kiss her again. "I can't help feeling that you're my destiny, which sounds corny as hell." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-12 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	She kissed him back, wanting to do so much more, but not wanting him to see the burns and upset him further. "Yes, but its sweet so that makes it okay." She said finally (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-12 07:58 pm UTC (link)
	"Well, good." He eased up to lay next to her. "I don't know about you, but I'm exhausted." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-12 08:19 pm UTC (link)
	"I can let you rest..." She said wondering if he wanted her to leave him alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-12 08:40 pm UTC (link)
	"It's been a long day, Kris. You should rest too. Here. In my arms, maybe." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-12 08:42 pm UTC (link)
	That was all she needed to hear. Moving to lay beside him she curled up, carefully as to not hit the burns, and kissed him. "Then I will rest." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-12 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	Ilya moved to get comfortable on her bed. His hands were still badly scarred, though there was evidence of healing taking place. He could at least identify his fingers, now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-12 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	"Are you okay?" Kris asked curious. "Maybe we should put something on those?" She added pointing to the burns. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-12 10:13 pm UTC (link)
	Ilya held one hand up, inspecting it. He shook his head. "I can feel the healing. I'll be fine, by tomorrow." He knew his hands were going to remain scarred, and there was nothing he could do about it. He wore scars left over from every fire he'd ever been in. Caused. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-12 10:46 pm UTC (link)
	Kris nodded. "Okay." Said as she laid back against him. "Then we will rest." As Kris said this she kissed him deeply. "I just have one very important question....does this mean you are moving in with me?" This was asked as she smiled a bit too widely. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-13 06:55 pm UTC (link)
	"I didn't want to assume," Ilya started, "but I did sort of smoke myself out of my own place." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-13 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	"My home is yours, as long as you can stand to live with me." She said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-13 07:16 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm not complaining now." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wildfireskris 2008-11-13 08:00 pm UTC (link)
	"No, no you aren't." She said with a smile as she kissed him. "I love you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chicagosphoenix 2008-11-13 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	"I love you," He echoed. He closed his eyes, briefly. He needed to sleep. He wasn't sure he could, but he had to try. (Reply to this) (Parent)