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Tweak says, "Mangina"

Antigone Grace Winchester - Princess of Troy (antigone_grace) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-09-28 17:33:00

Current mood:	depressed
Entry tags:	antigone grace, sam winchester

WHO: Anne & Sam
WHAT: Going to Troy (what's left of it, anyway)
WHEN: Now
WHY: She's homesick

It hadn't taken her very long to pack at all. They weren't going for very long, just a couple of days, and really? Anne was grateful that Sam had agreed to take her for that long. She knew he didn't really understand her need to go, but the fact that he was willing to just go meant more to her than she could express.

It was a need, too, and she spent the night in the chair in his room, thinking. He'd asked her why she was sad and it wasn't that she was sad, not really. She missed her home, though. How it made her feel, how it smelled, the people. The people wouldn't be there, couldn't be there, and THAT was what made her sad. Selena, her mother's maid, her guards, all of the people she'd just abandoned... gone.

So, she sat there and waited until morning, then took a shower and went back to Sam's room. She got dressed again and waited some more.

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antigone_grace
2008-09-28 10:48 pm UTC (link)

"I don't know what to do," she whispered. Louder, "When I closed the city, I swore it would be forever. That I wouldn't be selfish, keeping those people alive for thousands of years just to keep me happy."

Now, she turned in his arms and looked up at him. "If I weren't pregnant, just being here would have made me ME again. Our son prevents that." She wrapped her arms around his waist. "If I stay this way, if I leave the city in ruins, then I want to grow old and die. With you."

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	wnchestrgeekboy 2008-09-28 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Sam swallowed hard, not saying a word. He held onto her tightly and stuck his face into her hair. He couldn't tell her not to be who she was destined to be. He loved her so much, that he couldn't want selfish things for himself, either. "Just be happy, baby. That's all I need." he murmured to her head, doing his best to keep it together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

antigone_grace
2008-09-29 01:10 am UTC (link)

She clung to him as if she was going to float away without him to anchor her there. The tears that came this time didn't stay in her eyes. She could feel them start down her cheeks and then she was crying.

"I don't know what that is anymore, Sam. Being with you makes me happy. Being here? Makes me complete. I don't know-" She shook her head and pressed her face against his chest. The sounds of the ocean in the distance soothed her enough to stop her from losing it completely.

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