"I don't .. want to.. I don't know why I would but I just.. no not for that!" she practically yelled. "I told you, I've done some bad things.. he.." she wanted to explain herself but maybe it was too late. He certainly seemed to be annoyed at her. "I ... I'm sorry, I told you.." Really she had thought this was going to be fun, not that she was going to get her heart broken.
"I never did it for myself.. really.. it just happened.."