"Yeah, I remember." She said softly, wanting to push that night out of her mind, at least until she had something in her growling gut. She was quiet again, for a moment. "I know you've done some really sh..crappy stuff, Michael, but um." she paused, trying to think how to word things. "Well and that things suck for you right now but. . I just. .I really don't want to lose my big brother when I only just found him." She looked up at him, managing a small smile. "I mean, that wouldn't be right, family's supposed to stick together and, well, I mean I'm not feeling the need to blow my brains out, so, I think we'll be ok."