Katie Bell fights like a girl. Mean. (clearasabell) wrote in unforgivenrpg, @ 2010-10-31 16:46:00 |
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Entry tags: | !complete, 2000-10, c: katie bell, c: tavish urquhart, type: mail |
[The following is scrawled on a piece of paper torn from a book.]
Tavish,
I needed to write this letter to you because I need for you to know something.
I lied to you. It wasn't the right thing to do, but at the moment I felt that I had no other choice. I didn't use you and it was more to me than just getting close to you for the Order. In fact, the true reason why I started everything with you again was that I wanted to be close with you without being condemned for it.
I missed you.
So I lied to the Order. I told them that I was going to use you for information and that, for that reason alone, I was going to get close to a Death Eater. To put in harm's way everything that I had worked for with them, that they needed.
You're more to me than a Death Eater, and you always have been. You always will be. The Mark on your arm is just that, a Mark. You're still the man I love.
So if you truly hate me, you can use this letter to condemn me, to out my lie to the Order, or you can simply burn it. If you don't, please. Talk to me.
I'll be waiting, come what may.
-K.B.