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Tweak says, "I'll always be second to him."

Rose Tyler (Doctor Who) (nicerearbumper) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-07-25 11:09:00

Entry tags:

eighth doctor (au), jack harkness (torchwood), rose tyler

Looks like I'm .. back to .. bein myself. And yeah, still hate this place. Think I'm gonna go take a nap and not wake up for a while.

I.. um have no idea what to say. I'm sorry I changed back, and I'm sorry I'm not her. I'm not sure what I'm tryin to say except I'm here if you need me. I know I'm not her, but I remember. Even if it's really complicated. I'm not upset though.. and I.. don't regret it.

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	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	Really it's okay, you don't have to be sorry, I'm not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose on_comingstorm 2008-07-25 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	I suppose it's a good thing that you don't hate me for taking advantage of the situation, though I am very perplexed as to what this makes us or if it defines us as anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 08:22 pm UTC (link)
	No of course I don't hate you. I would have done the same thing. I.. really don't know. I don't want to try and take her place, that's not fair to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose on_comingstorm 2008-07-25 08:40 pm UTC (link)
	It's very difficult. You're different yet one in the same. I don't think you would replace her. I can distinguish between the two. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	Well I.. I mean at the very least we can.. be friends. You're still the Doctor. I just.. it's hard because there's you, and there's the one I was married to, and then there's the one who's like him but only has one heart. And I'm so confused. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose on_comingstorm 2008-07-25 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be around for a long time, and if you feel like you need to talk, I'm here. I'm not going to insist you be her for me because it's unfair to you. No sense in stringing you about like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks. Same goes for you. I mean, you don't have to shy yourself away from any of us. We all care about each other. We're a family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose on_comingstorm 2008-07-25 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	I realize that. It's just hard to make myself feel like a part of that family when I've alienated myself for so long. She was my family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor nicerearbumper 2008-07-25 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	I know.. but. if you want to try, we're here. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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