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Tweak says, "42"

Bela Talbot Winchester (ltldropofpoison) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-06-10 18:02:00

Current mood:	crushed
Entry tags:	antigone grace, atton rand, bela talbot

Will you fire me if I don't show up for a few days? I don't really care if you do or not, but I'd like to be aware.

Remember that vacation we were discussing? Let's find somewhere less high-maintenance than Monte Carlo. I may not return.

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	Bela crackingwise 2008-06-10 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	That's fine, I can always work a little harder. You okay? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Atton ltldropofpoison 2008-06-10 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	No. I'll be out of the city. Perhaps permanently. I need to make up my mind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela crackingwise 2008-06-10 10:14 pm UTC (link)
	Take your time and let me know what happens, 'kay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Atton ltldropofpoison 2008-06-10 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	I'll inform you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 12:46 am UTC (link)
	Perhaps we could find somewhere else, but not returning isn't an option with Dean. I'm sure he'd find you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 02:00 am UTC (link)
	Why would he want to? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 02:11 am UTC (link)
	Why wouldn't he? What's happened? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 03:03 am UTC (link)
	He's gone to New York. Just had to save the world yet again. I told him it was fine, that I had to realise I'd always take a backseat to the job and to Sam, and we ... argued. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 03:40 am UTC (link)
	Darling, I'm sorry. I don't think that he meant to hurt you, for whatever that's worth. But I'll go with you. Where would you like to go, name it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 03:52 am UTC (link)
	No, he didn't mean to hurt me, but he'll keep doing it. He's too much of a bloody do-gooder to let someone else save the world, and if Sam's always around, he comes before me, too. Why should I settle for coming third? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 03:54 am UTC (link)
	As I understood it, this particular time was exactly what they were doing before, yes? If he can help people, shouldn't he? Standing by and allowing harm is almost the same as doing the harm yourself. Where Sam's concerned... I think they've been alone together for so long that it's second nature. I can't- I mean, I don't know. It's not something I'm used to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 04:08 am UTC (link)
	I can't come between him and Sam. That would be cruel. But I can't sit there and be ignored either. I won't be a perk, won't be a convenience. I don't understand. It's not fair. And I need to be away. When he was leaving, I told him goodbye. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 04:18 am UTC (link)
	I doubt he'd think of it as coming between them. You're not just a convenience to him, Bela. I know that much is fact. Goodbye can be an extended vacation, as well. Where DO you want to go? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 04:22 am UTC (link)
	It feels like it. It's felt like it for a long time. And I would like to go somewhere with sun, plenty of liquor and men to ogle, even if I don't go near any of them unless it's to steal a wallet or three. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 04:25 am UTC (link)
	Look, I know a place. I will take you there... it's somewhere you can forget about all this for a few days but you have to promise to at least talk to Dean one more time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 04:28 am UTC (link)
	Eventually. If he'll allow it. I daresay I offended him, but I didn't care at the time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 04:40 am UTC (link)
	I have no doubt he'll allow it, even if he was stressed this time. Give him a chance to fix this problem, come with me and cool down yourself. It's been a terrible few weeks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 04:48 am UTC (link)
	With my luck some bloody ghost will get the better of him. I can't imagine how you've managed these past few weeks. I haven't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 04:50 am UTC (link)
	You and I know he's better than that. The truth? Sometimes I think I haven't, either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 04:59 am UTC (link)
	If you haven't managed, you're a better actress than I. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 05:02 am UTC (link)
	Comes from holding Court with my mother, that's all. She was very big on the 'emotions in' philosophy. For an empath, it's difficult. Not all emotions I feel are mine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anne ltldropofpoison 2008-06-11 05:21 am UTC (link)
	I freely admit that my company must be excruciating at the moment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bela antigone_grace 2008-06-11 05:23 am UTC (link)
	I'll brave it. (Reply to this) (Parent)