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Tweak says, "Mmmm apple pie"

ted sprague (explodingman) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-05-23 23:48:00

Entry tags:

ted sprague, time warp plot

I go from writing on paper to typing on a super computer -- a computer that is resistant to my ability.

Guess what? So are my clothes. They don't burn off and leave me naked.

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	regenerates 2008-05-24 07:42 am UTC (link)
	Dangit, no more naked? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	explodingman 2008-05-24 07:45 am UTC (link)
	Well, if I take it off... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	regenerates 2008-05-24 07:52 am UTC (link)
	I am totally up for that idea. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	explodingman 2008-05-24 07:57 am UTC (link)
	And like always, I'm shy, which is ridiculous seeing how you've seen me naked quite a bit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	regenerates 2008-05-24 08:02 am UTC (link)
	I know, there's totally no reason to be shy around me anymore you know. There's been lots of I'll show you mine if you show me yours going on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	explodingman 2008-05-24 08:05 am UTC (link)
	Are..you sure about this? I mean, it's been a while since I've showed anyone anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	regenerates 2008-05-24 08:07 am UTC (link)
	Very sure, Ted. I want you to more then show me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	explodingman 2008-05-24 08:14 am UTC (link)
	I figured. Which is why I was asking if you were sure. I guess I can't deny you of what you want, Claire. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	regenerates 2008-05-24 08:16 am UTC (link)
	I'm always sure of what I want. You guess? You don't sound so enthused there, Ted. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	explodingman 2008-05-24 08:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm very enthused, trust me. I just don't want it to be weird. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	regenerates 2008-05-24 08:22 am UTC (link)
	Why would it be weird? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	explodingman 2008-05-24 08:29 am UTC (link)
	You know why. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	regenerates 2008-05-24 08:34 am UTC (link)
	Oh right, that. Well come on, I promise I'll be gentle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

explodingman
2008-05-24 08:40 am UTC (link)

That's not it. I'm not even sure how I can say this without being a fool, but if we do this then I know I'm going to want more and more means getting attached. I promised myself I wouldn't get attached to anyone after the death of my wife because I knew in my heart that I couldn't love anyone else.

But, then again, I don't know anymore. I've met you and I don't know what I want.

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	regenerates 2008-05-24 08:49 am UTC (link)
	Ah, that well. Maybe you won't.. you don't know. You could just like the other parts and not .. want more. You could not become attached. I'd never try and... replace her or something like that. But even if you do, it's not like I wouldn't care.. of course I would. I already do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	explodingman 2008-05-24 09:02 am UTC (link)
	But you have other people in your life and I can get jealous. I mean, I don't want to be jealous because I can't stop you from sleeping with whoever you want. Gah, I'm sounding like such a idiot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

regenerates
2008-05-24 07:32 pm UTC (link)

No you're not sounding like an idiot. I deal with jealousy on a daily basis. And it's .. hard to juggle my life mostly because if I stopped trying to keep everything in balance then.. lots of people are going to get hurt. Really hurt. So I guess what I'm saying is that I understand, and if you think not.. y'know.. with me is the best thing, then that's okay. I don't want to pressure if you think it's gong to turn out badly.

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