|Winston Smith  (isofthedead) wrote in undertherainbow,|
@ 2008-05-03 00:44:00
|Entry tags:||bree dennison, winston smith|
The one thing that truly bothers me is the fact one can be so ultimately alone in this world.
I'm not complaining. At least, not completely. I have to say being able to say what I want and think what I want is a nice perk in the world but I suppose I still have some serious adjusting to do. Here I am, sitting in my room on my bed...alone. There are no telescreens, no big brother watching, no microphones...nothing. Just me. I'm free to think 'Down with Big Brother' without fearing helicopters coming, or that I'll be taken to the Ministry of love.
And even though there is something freeing about that...it still frightens me. I feel almost like a child again - scared of the dark.
[O'Brien]: I want...to see you.