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Tweak says, "Mangina"

Henry Townshend (guyin302) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-04-30 19:07:00

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antigone grace, candy quackenbush, henry townshend, kimber benton

Well, I am now officially divorced. I keep telling myself it was for the best, that I couldn't have pretended to love this guy's wife... I think that's the only way I won't get overwhelmed with guilt. Part of me still thinks it would've been better if I'd just suffered in silence, but what's done is done. Hopefully she'll find somebody a hell of a lot better than me and be much happier.

I also had to back out of a movie this guy is doing. Some sci-fi action thing. It sounded pretty cool, but I'm definitely not an action star. I still get a little jumpy when I hear things moving behind me, no way do I want to risk flipping out on a set. When this divorce hits the media, I'm going to be scandalized enough, I don't need flipping out on a set added to it.

Still no sign of Walter, thank God. I definitely don't need him showing up right now.

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	antigone_grace 2008-05-01 12:20 am UTC (link)
	I don't know if 'I'm sorry' is appropriate, but I can't think of anything else to say, Henry. I guess I'm sorry that you're having such a hard time. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 12:30 am UTC (link)
	Eh, it's not too bad. It sounds worse than it is. It just seems overwhelming if I dwell on it. Thank you, though. It's nice to know that people care. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	antigone_grace 2008-05-01 12:37 am UTC (link)
	Yes, overwhelming is the word I was looking for. Still, I'm glad you're working through it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 01:07 am UTC (link)
	Practicing this Guitar Hero thing also helps. There is magic in that game, I'm sure of it. I still suck horribly at it, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	antigone_grace 2008-05-01 01:14 am UTC (link)
	Oh, are you going to the party? I haven't even tried. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 01:20 am UTC (link)
	That I am. I probably won't even make it on the scoreboard for this thing, but I have to admit that it's extremely fun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	antigone_grace 2008-05-01 01:27 am UTC (link)
	I'll probably be going, too, but not to play. I have no concept of the guitar. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 02:43 am UTC (link)
	I'll be honest, this is nothing like playing a real guitar. I took some lessons when I was in high school, and it's way more complicated than the game. Plus? The game is immensely more fun, I think, when you have other people playing. It's kind of like Mario Kart in that sense. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	toitshour 2008-05-01 02:01 am UTC (link)
	Things will always get better. And I highly doubt she'll find someone better than you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 02:45 am UTC (link)
	That's what I keep telling myself, yeah. Well, somebody that won't leave her suddenly with no real explanation. That's generally not looked at as a good thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toitshour 2008-05-01 02:47 am UTC (link)
	It's true. And I suppose so, but it doesn't mean you're not a nice guy. You're great. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 03:16 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I know it is. That's why it helps. Eh, I'm okay. Definitely not great. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toitshour 2008-05-01 03:23 am UTC (link)
	You are so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 03:44 am UTC (link)
	Well, if you say so. I try to be a decent guy, so I guess I'm glad it's working then. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	rockstarkimber 2008-05-01 11:37 am UTC (link)
	I had to get divorced when I first showed up here, too. It was crazy.. I didn't even feel like I was old enough to be married in the first place! But I think it was better for everyone involved. Better than playing mind games, and stuff. The media will forget about it soon enough. My breakup didn't make covers for too long. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	guyin302 2008-05-01 01:57 pm UTC (link)
	How did you deal with it? I mean, I know it's for the best, but I still have the guilt. I'm really not sure how to deal with that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rockstarkimber 2008-05-02 11:43 am UTC (link)
	I don't know.. I guess I was still kind of in shock. I just knew I couldn't return his feelings since I didn't even know him, and that it would only make him miserable if I tried. (Reply to this) (Parent)