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Tweak says, "i love troye sivan"

Dean Winchester (doubleup) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-04-05 13:58:00

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dean winchester, sam winchester

So, I don't speak girl, and you do - and no, that's not an insult - and I wanted you to tell me what this voicemail Bela sent me means.

Dean. Dean, this is Bela. I wanted to tell you I do not fawn over you, no matter what Alice says. You're handsome, yes, and occasionally charming and unbearably sweet, and a good shag, and Alice thinks I love you, but I do not sit here pining for you. Fancying someone does not mean pining like the heroine of a Jane Austen novella ... so I don't."

I have no clue what this is.

I should start jogging. All this not working and eating chicken fried bacon's getting me out of working shape.

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	Dean wnchestrgeekboy 2008-04-05 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	Uh, first I need to know at what approximate hour the call was recieved and what state the speaker was in, and in what 'tone' was spoken in. I'm serious. Girls are messed up and every little detail counts. I could stand to lose a few pounds. Count me in for jogging, dude. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Sam doubleup 2008-04-05 07:07 pm UTC (link)
	Two-thirty in the morning, and she was drunk. And kind of ... dunno, I could hear her friend laughing in the background. Kinda felt like she was doing it to prove something to the other chick. Which is, you know, rude. Awesome. I mean, we're not hunting right now, but who knows what could come through that thing? We should keep up training. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dean

wnchestrgeekboy
2008-04-05 07:15 pm UTC (link)

Oh, dude. You got drunk dialed.

K. She's into you, but she doesn't want to admit it because it would somehow feel to her like she's admitting defeat. Kind of like your 'list' of late? She's trying to prove to herself that she doesn't like you, but she does because when her inhabitions are down (i.e. when she's drunk) the truth eeks out. She's backhandedly complimenting you; but probably doesn't trust herself enough to to trust you to let you in.

The lady doth protest too much, methinks....and all that stuff.

So, the bigger question is- what are you going to do about it? This passive agressive bloodsport of a relationship the two of you have going on will be fun for a little while, until someone's heart gets broken.

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	Sam doubleup 2008-04-05 07:19 pm UTC (link)
	I - oh. Why the hell do people do that? Seriously, I get drunk ALL THE TIME and don't do that. Oh. Oh. I don't know. I don't ... I like her. I do. I'm just not good at this, and I don't want to be the one who gets fucked over again. I'll figure something out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dean

wnchestrgeekboy
2008-04-05 07:29 pm UTC (link)

It's one of the last socially acceptable forms of truth telling. Plus, the drunk person gets an automatic 'out' if the truth hurts, gets to say they don't remember...or can acknowledge what they've done in a penitant way that usually excuses the behavior and puts them in a better position to get what they were hoping to gain by the call in the first place.

...good God. I *am* a nerd.

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	Sam doubleup 2008-04-05 07:33 pm UTC (link)
	That makes sense, actually. And yeah, you are, but it's okay. One of us should know this crap. What do you think I should do? I mean, you're the only one of us who's had a real relationship. Hell, I don't even know if Bela's capable of having a real relationship. Or if I am. I HATE TALKING ABOUT THIS CRAP, IT SOUNDS LIKE I'M IN A GODDAMN JULIA ROBERTS MOVIE. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dean

wnchestrgeekboy
2008-04-05 07:41 pm UTC (link)

Uh, well...at the risk of sounding like Julia Roberts' sidekick in said movie...you should talk to her. And it's the hardest thing to do, really, but its the only way you're ever going to know if there's anything there worth risking your heart over.

Invite her over, have dinner. Talk. Don't snark. DON'T RILE HER UP. Just talk to her, like you'd talk to...Jo. Or...uh...someone who's pants you're not trying to get into. Long after the two of you stop being pretty, you'll still have to do something with each other--so see if you can at least have a non-sexual conversation.

Christ, I should have my own talk show. *facepalm* I need to go burn some meat on the grill and drink too many beers.

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Sam

doubleup
2008-04-05 07:45 pm UTC (link)

But... I've never really done that before. Like, even with Cassie, she did most of the talking. I just kind of stared at her tits and nodded. I loved her, I did, but I loved her because she was normal. Bela's ... Bela's freakin' weird.

I guess I can try doing that. It probably won't end well. But I'll try.

I'LL HELP YOU BURN MEAT AND DRINK BEER. AND THEN WE'LL WORK ON YOUR CAR. YES. THIS SOUNDS GOOD. OH, AND WE SHOULD WATCH THE MAGNIFICENT SEVEN ON DVD.

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	Dean wnchestrgeekboy 2008-04-05 07:51 pm UTC (link)
	Well, Bela's not Cassie, that's for damn sure. It's not gonna be easy, either but at least you won't have those nagging 'what-if' questions left over afterward. YES, LETS BURN STUFF AND DRINK AND FIX CARS THEN WATCH McQUEEN IN ALL HIS BADASSERY. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam doubleup 2008-04-05 07:54 pm UTC (link)
	Nope, she's not. I'll figure somethin' out, I always do. THIS TOTALLY WORKS FOR ME. (Reply to this) (Parent)