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Bill Sheats is a vagabond, a rascal. (deusexvampira) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-03-24 10:06:00

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ageless bill turner, dream, petit lapan lebeau, will turner

It's a rare thing indeed that I dream, but to have nightmares after such a splendid day?

Something's amiss.

... Morpheus, are you alright? We may have never talked in this realm, but I'm fairly certain that any dreaming whatsoever given to the waking dead is at the cause of You. And in my world, I know well enough not to simply pass things of this nature off as a momentary lapse of coincidence. If you are in the need of a long-mortal's ear to whisper into, or any need for human conjuring, I'm always at the service of the Endless, in any world I travel. If indeed you need something that your family cannot provide, I am not so far away. If you need a physical address, I'll be more than willing to give it to you.

Will, I've recently met someone that you simply should meet. He's rather an interesting individual. Oh hell, and it's times like this I wish I had copies of books in my library. Well, once he's finished with it, I'm letting you borrow a book I've been working on since your son was born.

Petit, Do I need to come out there and drag the two of you to every little happening that we cook up? We were at a loss for both of you this weekend and I'm rather worried about you both. I saw Artan's thread... I trust he's living up to the words he spilled so easily to a stranger?

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Petit

deusexvampira
2008-03-25 02:53 pm UTC (link)

No, I understand. Honestly, where you are right now is entirely justifiable as far as logic is concerned. That demand is wholly understandable. However, I'm not entirely certain that young Artan understands that it's not as hard as it seems. That'll be something he'll have to figure out on his own time.

But what are you doing in return for him? After all, to ask him to put forth effort like that would be unfair if you weren't doing something for him, as well. And I don't mean 'standing there and not running away', luv.

Equal efforts, that's what relationships need.

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Bill

prettylilbunny
2008-03-26 01:45 am UTC (link)

I uh, haven't laughed at him all week, at least, not when he was being serious. Besides that? I honestly don't know. And if he'd stop playing Mayor of Avoidance Town for five minutes whenever I try to bring it up, I'd ask. I'm seriously debating just drugging him, if that would even work.

Thanks for the advice though, seriously. We'll, well, we'll work something out eventually. I'm not used to being normal, really is what it comes down to.

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	Petit deusexvampira 2008-03-26 01:48 am UTC (link)
	I don't think he wants you to be normal. And honestly, with what the two of you are used to, you're calling monogamy normal? Petit, think about that for a second. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Bill

prettylilbunny
2008-03-26 02:00 am UTC (link)

I'm calling this whole fucked-up situation 'normal' on account of it being more normal than anything else that's happened to me recently.

I mean, Christ, people don't even look twice at my eyes, or going see-through instead of tripping over mailboxes or anything, they just act like it's perfectly ordinary and it's finally starting to get to me, I think. Things are too perfect and I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop.

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Petit

deusexvampira
2008-03-26 02:09 am UTC (link)

The other shoe did drop. You may have me, and Jack and Anne and Artan... but you're alone.

That's the other shoe, Petit. You're on your own. Even the man that's your father in our world doesn't know you. Which is a shame. I rather liked having Remy as a friend. And Logan. We all lost a great many friends in our move to this world. You lost your husband. Artan... never had anyone to begin with, from what I know, and we all lost someone we'd rather have back.

That'd be the hardest part for me, really. I have Jack, and bless the fates I do, but he's a necessity, where all of the others were comforts. And nobody's quite comfortable.

It may seem perfect to you, but to me, I can see beyond mutation, supernatural occurrences, and other paltry things to get at the root.

We're not rooted here. This isn't home. It never will be. And whatever we left behind may move on while we're here.

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Bill

prettylilbunny
2008-03-26 02:17 am UTC (link)

It's in my blood to be able to put down roots wherever and to yank them right back up again whenever. It's part of who I am, born, bred and trained, to fit in, to just become part of the status quo and keep under the radar.

I've just never managed it this well before and to be honest it scares the crap out of me. Because I know what I'm capable of, what happens when I get bored. And as much as he gets on my nerves sometimes, I don't want Artan to get caught in the crossfire if I get reckless. Hell, don't want anyone here to, not unless I know for a fact they deserve it.

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Petit

deusexvampira
2008-03-26 07:09 am UTC (link)

I lived on a fucking boat for fifty years. Roots are easy to pick up for me, too.

Hell, why's it you think we have houses all along the Atlantic coastline?
Petit, I'd like to think I know what you're capable of, as well, and it doesn't scare me. And it won't harm Artan, and it won't harm anyone unless they deserve it.

Find place to channel that energy.

You're waiting for the other shoe to still drop and I've already pointed it out to you. If you refuse to believe that's it, all's the more misery for the blind.

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	Bill prettylilbunny 2008-03-26 07:17 am UTC (link)
	You've seen me on the job, with a purpose, you've never seen me at loose ends. Hell, that's why I left the island so often when things were slow, so I didn't end up doing something I'd regret later. And I'm working on finding an outlet here. It's not as easy as one would think. And I think we have vastly different opinions on just what the other shoe is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petit deusexvampira 2008-03-26 07:19 am UTC (link)
	That's entirely possible. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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