There's this other thing.. Y'know Rayanne? Um. She. Back before I got here, she.. Well. She had a lot of problems, like drinking and drugs and stuff and I don't know if she was messed up that night or what, and I don't know if that matters, but she.. She slept with Jordan Catalano. Who was sort of my.. Well. We weren't really dating at the time, but Rayanne knew how I felt and. I don't know if she even remembers doing that. But sometimes I.. I just don't know what to think.