Anya
I am sorry. I feel hurt, and confused, and like I am being penalized for something I did not do.
Do I understand? Yes. Do I feel guilty for feeling hurt by this? Yes. Would I remotely tell Wanda any of what I am telling you? No. For it would not help her and that is all I care about. I mistakenly thought I could be open in this discussion with you about how I felt, but I was obviously wrong.
All I want, all I care about, is Wanda finding her recovery, and whatever that takes, I will do. I would rather die than hurt her, or harm her in any way, shape, or form.