Anya
I'm try not to feel guilty, but at the same time I look at him and get frightened out of my mind. I don't know how to get around that and stay away from him at the same time. I don't know even if I should. I don't want to be afraid of him.
I suppose I fear that I might have.. done something similar to him before. That I've not been myself and I hurt him and then he still forgave me and moved on.. I feel like a hypocrite.