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Tweak says, "I wish I knew how to quit you."

Wanda Maximoff (Marvel comics) (thescarletrip) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-03-07 13:22:00

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anya lehnsherr, luna maximoff, wanda maximoff

Thank god that's over with.

Back to normal. Well as normal as one can be when he's around.

What do I do? If that really was a double and I'm sure it was.. it's hardly .. fair for me to persecute Vision for something he hasn't done.

But how can I look at him? How can I let him touch me?

Can we talk? Privately.

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	Wanda notincestuous 2008-03-07 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. Do you want to talk over the board, or would you rather meet? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Anya thescarletrip 2008-03-07 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	We can talk here. Vision is back, I don't know if you saw. But he's.. different. He's.. at least I think. I'm not sure anymore. I can't tell if it's a trick or not. Or if the one who attacked me was a double or.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Wanda

notincestuous
2008-03-07 07:20 pm UTC (link)

I saw. I wanted to say something, but wasn't sure what would be appropriate.

I don't know how to tell if he is lying. It's possible it isn't him, with all of the different universes. You could ask a psychic for help.

But.. Even if he's telling the truth, you're entitled to how you feel. It's completely understandable for you not to trust him. Maybe he can gain back that trust someday, and maybe he can't. But you shouldn't feel guilty for feeling the way you do. There's no reason for you to put yourself in a position that makes you uncomfortable.

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Anya

thescarletrip
2008-03-07 07:30 pm UTC (link)

I'm try not to feel guilty, but at the same time I look at him and get frightened out of my mind. I don't know how to get around that and stay away from him at the same time. I don't know even if I should. I don't want to be afraid of him.

I suppose I fear that I might have.. done something similar to him before. That I've not been myself and I hurt him and then he still forgave me and moved on.. I feel like a hypocrite.

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	Wanda notincestuous 2008-03-07 08:18 pm UTC (link)
	It will take time, Wanda. It's okay to still be afraid. I would be. It doesn't matter that it isn't fair right now, you should take care of yourself first. If he truly is the man that cares about you, he will understand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anya thescarletrip 2008-03-07 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	I suppose you're right. He just seemed so.. But you're right, I can't handle that. At least right now. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wanda notincestuous 2008-03-07 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	You're welcome, Wanda. I worry for you. I want you to feel safe. That is the most important thing. Would you like me to talk to him? I could try to explain things in perhaps a more... calm way than our brother might? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anya thescarletrip 2008-03-07 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	I felt self until now. Could you? That might.. smooth things over. Neither Pietro or Dominic would do anything but hurt him again and it's too.. hard for me to explain what happened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wanda notincestuous 2008-03-07 09:59 pm UTC (link)
	It will be all right. Pietro won't let anything happen again, nor will I. We all love you, Wanda. I will speak with him. Have you been sleeping? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anya thescarletrip 2008-03-07 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	I know, thank you. For everything. I was getting better, but now I'm not so sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wanda notincestuous 2008-03-08 01:15 am UTC (link)
	Of course. If there is anything I can do, please tell me. Anytime. I want to help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anya thescarletrip 2008-03-08 04:04 am UTC (link)
	Thank you, really. For everything. You've been such a wonderful help. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Wanda ex_allthecol438 2008-03-07 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	You okay, Aunt Wanda? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Luna thescarletrip 2008-03-07 09:08 pm UTC (link)
	Ah, not really, no. Vision is back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wanda ex_allthecol438 2008-03-07 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	Ah...oh. Is it the same one? Or your husband one? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Luna thescarletrip 2008-03-07 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	He says he's my husband. But I'm not sure I can trust that it's.. him. The other one tried to make me think he was my husband too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wanda ex_allthecol438 2008-03-07 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	Hmm... Want me to find out? If he's sincere? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Luna thescarletrip 2008-03-07 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	Do you think that would work? If you think you can tell, that might put my mind at ease at least a little. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wanda ex_allthecol438 2008-03-07 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	I can tell. That's what I do. He can't hide his true emotions from me. Let me meet with him, I'll let you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Luna thescarletrip 2008-03-07 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. I won't tell your father. Be very very very careful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wanda ex_allthecol438 2008-03-07 09:37 pm UTC (link)
	I know. Just make sure he doesn't get to him before I can find out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Luna thescarletrip 2008-03-07 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	I'll make sure. (Reply to this) (Parent)