Sorry, I didn't mean to sound pushy. If it isn't what you want, you go do something else. You're lucky that way. You CAN do something else. You may even find out that you don't want to do film or bar-tending in 50 years.
Being young isn't all that it's cracked up to be. Lots of old people make whole new careers for themselves. You have a much better chance of getting old, now, too.
You're right. I'm used to having a lot more gears around. I'll back off a bit. I don't want to break him.