Dar
That's a good way to put it, that peace is hard to get used to. Charles has been incredibly grounding for me. I'm rather used to being rootless, just packing up and moving when something changes or I don't like a situation, but that's difficult when the whole world is different than I'm used to.
It doesn't help, really, that the life I fell into doesn't have a job attached to it. Perhaps I should find some cause to support.