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Tweak says, "Let's live in the solution."

Alma Del Mar Jr (Brokeback Mountain) (daddysliljunior) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-02-19 18:55:00

Entry tags:

alice ayres, alma del mar jr, carlos serrano, jack twist, mark house

World'd be a nice place with no men innit.

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	rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:24 am UTC (link)
	Y'are? He is? S'that's what all this s'been 'bout. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_medico197 2008-02-20 05:27 am UTC (link)
	I am, and the lady tells me that you are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:33 am UTC (link)
	Th'lady tells you what, now? M'thinkin' y'might be mistaken, friend. 'Name's Jack Twist. Robert Twist's m'son. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_medico197 2008-02-20 05:36 am UTC (link)
	Ah, you look very much like your son. My mistake. Pleased to meet you, Jack. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:41 am UTC (link)
	So I've seen. I'd say th'same, but I'm 'fraid I didn't catch y'name. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_medico197 2008-02-20 05:43 am UTC (link)
	How rude of me. Carlos Serrano. I'm a doctor out of Park City. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:48 am UTC (link)
	S'alright, Carlos, y'thought I knew. Down our neck'a th'woods, huh. Y'new 'round? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_medico197 2008-02-20 05:49 am UTC (link)
	Not but a few days. I was in Toronto until just recently, working in a lab. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:52 am UTC (link)
	Huh. What kinda work you do, then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_medico197 2008-02-20 05:54 am UTC (link)
	Ah, that nearly depends on the day. I'm running a clinic here, equal healthcare for everyone ... but in Toronto I worked as a geneticist. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 06:12 am UTC (link)
	S'good, honest work. 'Can't say I know much 'bout genes an' all'at, but providin' f'those who can't afford no fancy medicine, s'a good callin'. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_medico197 2008-02-20 06:14 am UTC (link)
	I've wanted to do this since I was young. Growing up in Mexico does that to a man. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 06:22 am UTC (link)
	Good, then. Good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_medico197 2008-02-20 06:24 am UTC (link)
	If you have any medical questions, don't hesitate to ask. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Jack daddysliljunior 2008-02-20 05:32 am UTC (link)
	Aint about no one thing. 's a really long story, 'n fact. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alma rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:34 am UTC (link)
	He ain't done nothin' wrong by you, has he? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Jack

daddysliljunior
2008-02-20 05:41 am UTC (link)

I aint. .

I aint never told no one this, Jack, not even m'Daddy, and I'd 'preciate it if y'didn't.

Bobby an' me aint y'average couple. Hell, I don't even know if we ever was a couple.

I guess y'probably know I was with him. .while I was still married. Shit, I was barely 19, real excited to have someone on the side, someone that wasn't like Kurt. Anyhow, went over his way one night and found him . .found him with 'nother man.

Got real freaked out, started yellin' an' cryin' and he. .

It was a bad night, and ever since then it's been a power struggle. Who can hurt the other the most. He's kept his men on th'side, kept sayin' he was too young t'settle down, even after th'divorce. Bobby's too possessive to let nothin' go, reckon he still aint gonna let me off.

But that's how it is. I love him and hate him for not lovin' me, says he does sometimes, but. . it don't feel the same. Don't feel real.

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	Alma rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:46 am UTC (link)
	...Damnit, Alma. Y'don't deserve tha'kinda treatment, doll, 'specially not... Y'd think th'boy'd'a seen what that kinda life did t'his ma an' I, what.. what I can only imagine it did t'him, an' now 'e's doin' it t'you an' your son? 'At ain't right, hun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Jack

daddysliljunior
2008-02-20 05:49 am UTC (link)

I'd stick by him with it all for th'rest of my life 'f I could.

But I promised myself I wasn't gonna live the way I saw my Mama live, th'way what my Daddy did broke her heart.

Th'way I've let him break mine.

I coulda made him be anything, do anything. I coulda done it, but I didn't Jack, because I'm happier in all this sadness knowing I aint makin' him miserable.

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	Alma rodeowithatwist 2008-02-20 05:56 am UTC (link)
	You're a damn fine woman, Alma. M'son don't honestly deserve you, not 'less he gets his head outta his ass an' sees it. Sadly, I ain't never saw it in Lureen, an' I can't say I know 'e will. S'shame. S'a damn shame, f'you an' fer little Andrew. ...But I can't go tellin' him off fer it. He ain't gon' listen t'some damn hypocrit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Jack

daddysliljunior
2008-02-20 06:02 am UTC (link)

Andrew and me'll get by. Andrew will see his Daddy, I'm gonna work on moving on.

I absolutely man it when I say I hope whatever Bobby does makes him happy. I just cant ;et dragging me along be that anymore.

Th'way I see it, Jack, you may be hypocrite, but at least now you're doing what makes you honestly happy. And you're makin' my Daddy happy so I support you fully in that.

I guess I just feel outnumbered, wish m'Ma was here, so I could cry on someone who understood's shoulder.

Pa would kill him 'f he knew, I don't want him dead. So please don't tell unless it becomes absolutely necessary.

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Alma

rodeowithatwist
2008-02-20 06:10 am UTC (link)

Good. Y'ever need anythin', I know y'know your Pa an' I'll do whatever we can t'help ya.

An' 'at's good f'you, Alma. 'Wish I'd had th'sense t'admit that, back when. But.. it wasn't happenin', not f'us.

I jus' wished it coulda happened 'thout gettin' Bobby an' Lureen, an' you an' your ma all hurt over it.

Y'right, I shouldn't be saddlin' ya with all my old drunken sob-stories. Y'ain't deservin'a my shit, neither.

An' I right know that first hand, hun, don't y'worry 'bout that.

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Jack

daddysliljunior
2008-02-20 01:35 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, I know.

People fall in an' out of love, Jack. They can't help it. My Mama un'erstood that, and once her an' Pa stopped seein' one 'nother t'fight, me an' Jenny were ok too. We just didn't like hearin' them fight. You aint gotta feel no guilt, least not from our side.

I don't mind hearin' your stories. 's not like I'm gonna hear 'em from Pa, y'know?

Like I told Bobby, Drew'll probably be there more than he'll be with me, he'll wanna see y'guys so much. Y'wont need t'worry 'bout that.

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