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Tweak says, "Do you love me?"

Teague Brennan (poetbrennan) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2010-06-30 08:55:00

Entry tags:

brenda annn, dean winchester, lilo pelekai, miniver cheevy, teague brennan

Day one.

Fuckity fuck.

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	means_family 2010-06-30 03:00 pm UTC (link)
	You can do it, Daddy. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:01 pm UTC (link)
	I know, pumpkin. I'm just... Daddy's a stupid shit sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	means_family 2010-06-30 03:03 pm UTC (link)
	Everybody is, sometimes. But all the time you're the best man in the world. Want me to make you breakfast? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:05 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think I'd be able to hold it down right now, Bean. The laptop screen is really damn bright. See, this is something I don't miss. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	means_family 2010-06-30 03:06 pm UTC (link)
	I'm coming over with gingerthings. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:09 pm UTC (link)
	Can I hate everything except you kids and Brenda til you get here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	means_family 2010-06-30 03:11 pm UTC (link)
	Of course you can. I love you so much, Daddy. Be there in two shakes. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	miniver 2010-06-30 03:09 pm UTC (link)
	What? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:11 pm UTC (link)
	I suck. I suck at everything, so let's just give the sucking award to me and go to the afterparty where non-sucky people don't suck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miniver 2010-06-30 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	Hey. That's my job. What's wrong, wolf? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mouse poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:18 pm UTC (link)
	I fell off. Don't know what got into me, but um, I'm sorry. I failed you so badly. I'm... I'm a dumbass. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wolf miniver 2010-06-30 03:27 pm UTC (link)
	Me nothin'. I'm the older one, sometimes I get to act like it, huh? We all fuck it up sometimes. Do you want me to come over? (I'm coming anyway, I just want to determine whether I need to bring the tranquilizers...) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mouse poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:30 pm UTC (link)
	Don't give me that, man. I failed you. Up to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Wolf miniver 2010-06-30 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	Hey. Listen to me, wolf. You ain't ever failed me. Okay? And you know what, if you're gonna STILL keep saying you have, well then you're entitled. I haven't exactly made anything easy for you or anyone else over the last bunch of months. So we're both equallt fucked up but I'm not gonna let you go, Teague. Do you need anything? Where's Bren and the kids? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mouse poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:41 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah well, I buckled and you stayed strong with it. So whatever, you say you were hard on me and did stupid shit, I say you're stronger than me. Brennie's at the zoo with the kids, Lee's on her way over. I need an industrial sized bottle of aspirin and a stomach pump. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Wolf

miniver
2010-06-30 04:00 pm UTC (link)

Just wait, brother, you know I've fallen off before and as bad as this attitude is supposed to be, it's really only a matter of time before it happens again. That's just statistics, but it doesn't mean I'm about to stop trying just because I know I probably CAN'T be perfect, and I'm not about to let you give up on yourself like that either. And you think I'm strong? Brother, you've done this on your own since day 1. It took me a stint in rehab and HOW many shrinks? Just to get this far?

I tell you what, though, you're the only reason I bother a lot of days. I hate to see you hurting. And it doesn't matter to me whether you're drunk or sober, you're my brother either way.

And I can bring some aspirin but the best I can do beside that is gatorade and a bucket.

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Mouse

poetbrennan
2010-06-30 04:42 pm UTC (link)

Sometimes, I gotta hand it to you, though. You got help, and I've been hacking at it alone because I don't accept help from anyone when it's personal like this is. I figured if I put myself here, I can get myself out, but it's obvious I was dead fucking wrong.

Yeah, well, what I ain't, is a good person if I drink.

Either way, I'll need something to kill the headache, and something that isn't ass far from my bedroom to puke in.

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	Wolf miniver 2010-06-30 05:35 pm UTC (link)
	That much I can provide, and I'll even hold your hair back for you. Okay, you just hold tight, I'll be there soon. And when you're up for it we'll talk about getting you some help. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	with_3_nnns 2010-06-30 03:10 pm UTC (link)
	Lee's bringing the ginger, I'll take the wee one out for a while so you can have some quiet. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:12 pm UTC (link)
	I love you so much it hurts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	with_3_nnns 2010-06-30 03:14 pm UTC (link)
	I'm pretty sure that's just the headache honey. ^_~ Get some rest, get some hydrations, we'll be back later. And I love you too, even if you do slip up sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:16 pm UTC (link)
	Baby, if there's anything you are other than an angel, I don't want to hear about it. I'll be good in a couple hours. Maybe. Probably, hopefully. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	with_3_nnns 2010-06-30 03:17 pm UTC (link)
	Alright, we'll be at the zoo, I'll take Stitch with, otherwise he's liable to try and help. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	doubleup 2010-06-30 03:23 pm UTC (link)
	You okay, man? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:23 pm UTC (link)
	hung over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Teague doubleup 2010-06-30 03:26 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, getting sober is a hard fuckin' road. There's bound to be some bumps. You're not hiding it, and you're getting right back on the horse. You're doin' good, T. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:28 pm UTC (link)
	Still hate myself and everything else right now. Thanks, D. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Teague doubleup 2010-06-30 03:31 pm UTC (link)
	Well, when you stop hating yourself, we should go have a dude's night. Just without booze. And I doubt you're a strip club guy. And you don't want anymore hunts. ... I'll think of something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:33 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't say no more hunts. I said no more derelict places with pissed off kid ghosts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Teague doubleup 2010-06-30 03:35 pm UTC (link)
	I'll find us something, then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	Groovy. I kind of feel like puking forever. Good times. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Teague doubleup 2010-06-30 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	Virgin bloody mary always worked for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:42 pm UTC (link)
	That's pretty much V8. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Teague doubleup 2010-06-30 03:44 pm UTC (link)
	With Tobasco in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:48 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, that sounds like a recipe for vomit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Teague doubleup 2010-06-30 03:51 pm UTC (link)
	Sorry, man, I'm not super helpful. I usually just wear sunglasses. You need anything? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean poetbrennan 2010-06-30 03:54 pm UTC (link)
	Man, if anyone else asks me that fucking question, I'm going to deck them. My old woman's taken the kids off to the zoo, my girl's coming to feed me, and my brother's going to come... fuckall if I know, probably shake a beaded stick at me or something. I'll be good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Teague doubleup 2010-06-30 03:56 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be sure to warn the next guy. You feel better, man. Give me a ring when you're ready to hang. (Reply to this) (Parent)