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Christopher 'Corsair' Summers (earnedmywings) wrote in undertherainbow, @ 2009-02-18 10:59:00

It occurs to me that perhaps purposely distancing myself from most of humanity has left me ill-equipped to deal with people.

A humongous shock, I'm sure. There was an audible gasp when I wrote that.

It is difficult to behave otherwise, though. Learning to trust is quite the feat. Though I have some help, a large portion of it must be done on my own time, in my own way.

And I have no clue where to start. It has been quite some time since I've felt so confused. But it's a confusion I relish. The confusion of having to make my own choices instead of being led by an idiot who wishes to be the messiah of a people who need only be shown that there is something human in all of us.

This is a strange time, and a strange world. But that fits with my nature, I suppose.