That is also an unfortunate truth, young lady. The label of madness can lead towards a number of social and professional disadvantages.
However, one must endeavor to stay strong and focused. Genius and madness were often confused for each other. It is my hope that at the end, I might be fall into the former category.
And all you should know of these substances is it would be best if you avoided them for any other purpose than experimental designs. Given what I have witnessed in the last few days, I would argue that such substances won't be needed for some time.