|Carrie Kelley (girlwonder) wrote in undertherainbow,|
@ 2008-11-27 21:58:00
|Entry tags:||carrie kelley, dick grayson, jason todd, ollie queen|
So I guess it's kind of corny to say what you're thankful for. And I guess I'm feeling a little corny and it's possible I stopped for another drink after some patrolling tonight. You guys can deal with it and skip this if you're not in the mood to read corny shit. And I swear to God, Jason, if you mock me I will stab you in the eyeball and steal your woman from you. You will be one-eyed and alone if you mock. So. Keep that in mind.
I'm thankful to have all of you in my life. Back home? Back in my future dystopia Gotham, things weren't bad. I was happy. And I had a purpose. But I was a very different person, I think. I don't think there was a line between Carrie, the person and Catgirl, the cape. Here, there's a line. I'm not just a soldier. I'm a person and I'm a cape. A year ago, I wouldn't have thought that a good thing. But now I think that's a good thing.
I have a family and you people make up that family. I'd never had a family before. I'd never even really missed having a family because I wasn't used to what a family is. But now I am and I like it. I have brothers and sisters and a crazy uncle and the omg bff and an Oracle of my own. And that's pretty cool.
So I'm thankful.
And yeah. I'm done. Wise ass comments will earn my righteous fury and a nasty virus type thing on your favorite electronics.
I'm even thankful for you. Because even though I'm pissed at you and I'm not talking to you and maybe I won't ever really talk to you like I used to talk to you? I'd rather you were in my world than not in my world.
And yes, I'm interacting with you right now. I mean, I'm pretty sure I'm writing this stupid post to have an excuse to write you. Though there's a big thing I need to say to Dick, too. So it's not all about you. But yes. Anyway. Let's not make a big deal out of it.
And I'm most thankful for you. Which shouldn't really come as a surprise to you or anybody. You have been the best thing that happened to me in this world. I mean, you took me in when I didn't have any place to go. And you were my mentor when I didn't have one of those around. You were my best friend and then you were my boyfriend and now you're my husband and it's the weirdest thing really. I'm still kind of terrified of marriage but marriage to you isn't really all that bad. I think you make me a better person. And I think I'm really lucky to have you in my life.
I'm so rambling. I think I'm a little tipsy or something. I even wrote something to Bruce, which I may regret later but whatever. I'm feeling talkative. And I'm on my way home before I get myself into trouble. It would suck for me to post this romantic thing and die before I get home.
Anyway. Yes. I love you. I'm coming home now. I'm thankful for you.
And you better not make fun of me for this later.