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Elphaba Thropp [Wicked] (changed_forgood) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-11-22 20:20:00

Entry tags:

elphaba thropp, fiyero, glinda upland, nessarose thropp

Glinda, we...need to talk. There's something...I need to tell you something, Glinda. And I know it's going to be hard. And I'm sorry. I want you to know that, please know I never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry.

Nessa, my darling sister. I have to tell you something. Please don't say anytihng to Glinda or Fiyero, I need to talk to them first. I'm pregnant, nessa. I'm going to have a baby. Fiyero's child. I...I'm excited and stunned and scared and I know Glinda is going to hate me.

Fiyero, we need to talk. A serious talk. I just...need to talk to Glinda first.

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	Elphie greenifyme 2008-11-22 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	A-are you okay? Just tell me you're okay. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Glinda changed_forgood 2008-11-22 07:23 pm UTC (link)
	I'm...all right. I'm... There's something you should know. Back in Oz, when Fiyero helped me escape the Guard, we...that is, I...I seduced him. I saw it as my only chance, Glinda. I was going to disappear, you'd never see me again. I'm sorry, Glinda. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elphie greenifyme 2008-11-22 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	I Wait. What? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Glinda changed_forgood 2008-11-22 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	I'm pregnant, Glinda. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elphie greenifyme 2008-11-22 07:29 pm UTC (link)
	You're pregnant. And you think it's Fiyero's. You slept with him and... That's. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Glinda

changed_forgood
2008-11-22 07:31 pm UTC (link)

Fiyero is the only one, Glinda. He's the only man who has ever looked at me and seen...me the way you did, once. Not some ugly, tragic, green skinned freak. I was beautiful, when he looked at me, Glinda and...I'm so sorry.

Maybe I'm selfish, but I want this baby, and I need you, Glinda. I need you to help me. It'll be our baby. You and me and Fiyero. We can raise it together. Please don't have me, Glinda. I need you.

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	Elphaba greenifyme 2008-11-22 07:34 pm UTC (link)
	That's why you were so concerned about him when we showed up in this place. Why he was so worried about where y- I'm. How did I miss that? Shiz, I'm... I need air. You... handle Fiyero. You seem to know him better than I do, lately. I'll be back. Eventually. Probably. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Glinda changed_forgood 2008-11-22 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	Don't leave. Please don't leave, Glinda. I can't...crying hurts, burns my cheeks. Please. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elphaba greenifyme 2008-11-22 07:37 pm UTC (link)
	You really don't want me to stay right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Glinda changed_forgood 2008-11-22 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	I...understand. I just...I don't want you to go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elphaba greenifyme 2008-11-22 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	Stop, Elphaba. Just stop. Let me be angry. I can't- Just let me be angry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Glinda changed_forgood 2008-11-22 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	All right. I...I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Elphaba _nessarose 2008-11-22 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	...I'm not sure what to say. But I won't tell them anything unless you say it's okay to. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 11:15 am UTC (link)
	Glinda's leaving. She...I don't know where she's going. She's angry with me. She's hurt and I feel so terrible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 11:48 am UTC (link)
	She needs time... she loves Fiyero, and to have that dropped on her must hurt terribly. Not that that makes me want to hurt her physically any less. If you need anything, I'll be here for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 11:50 am UTC (link)
	Thank you, Nessa. Your support means a lot. I know I hurt her. I feel terrible. She was the only one, besides Fiyero, who ever gave me a chance. No man has ever looked at me the way he does. No man again ever will, I'm certain of it. Being with him like that, that one time, was my only chance and it was beautiful, and now it's terrible and awful and dirty. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 11:57 am UTC (link)
	We're all that's left of our family. We have to stick together. Want me to try and talk some sense into her? And Faba, you might be green, but you're beautiful - there'll be other men who love you just as much as Fiyero did, in all likeliness. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 11:59 am UTC (link)
	You're right, Nessa. As ever. No, no. She needs time. I hurt her deeply. I betrayed her, and I forced Fiyero to betray her. Don't rush her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Nessa _nessarose 2008-11-23 12:01 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not always right. As the whole mess with Boq rather proves. I'll... let her go, then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 12:02 pm UTC (link)
	That was a one off. She'll come back. I have to believe that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 12:08 pm UTC (link)
	Glinda's a forgiving person. She'll be back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 12:14 pm UTC (link)
	I'm really trying to focus on that. I want her, I need her, to help me with this baby. Am I selfish, Nessa, for keeping it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 12:21 pm UTC (link)
	...Not at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 12:26 pm UTC (link)
	That's really not very convincing, Nessa. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 12:35 pm UTC (link)
	Sorry, Faba... but it's your decision, your opinion, above all of ours. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 12:44 pm UTC (link)
	I...thought about it. I did. I picked up the pamphlet. But I...can't. This baby is...it's mine. It's the only thing that is truly mine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 01:22 pm UTC (link)
	Then you keep it. It's as simple as that, dear sister. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	And yet, far from simple. I've ruined everything, Nessa. Everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 03:30 pm UTC (link)
	Be strong, Faba. You're far from ruining everything. Have you told Fiyero yet? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 03:31 pm UTC (link)
	I haven't...I haven't seen him. I left a message for him, but he hasn't replied. I'm sure he's just busy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faba _nessarose 2008-11-23 03:38 pm UTC (link)
	Fiyero's a good man, he... he should take it well. ~~I hope.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Nessa changed_forgood 2008-11-23 03:43 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure he will. Otherwise I might go insane. (Reply to this) (Parent)