Meredith struggled against the man for a moment, unsure if he wanted this now they were alone together and everything was suddenly so real. Anonymous sex with a man who worked in a brothel seemed seedy and Meredith felt dirty for having allowed himself to get this drawn into it – but at the same time he had no idea when he would be able to sate his desires again. No one would begrudge him his pleasure here.
Mind made up he kissed the man, tugging him closer still and slipping his knee between the man’s thighs, grinding against him.