For Antoine there was no other way to have an encounter such as this. His pleasure was important, yes, but so was that of his partner. He didn't want young Nell turning him away next time he showed up to see him. Licking his lips, he lowered his head and pressed another soft kiss to Nell's lips.
"Ah, mon amour, you are pleasing me. With the way that you react to my touch - that is pleasure for me. I enjoy knowing that you are enjoying yourself." Sliding a hand up, he lifted Nell's chin so that he could look him in the eyes. "Remember what I said. These encounters are for both of us to enjoy ourselves." He was trying to stay in control when all he wanted was to finish stripping and bury himself deep in the young man's body. It wasn't easy with him naked on his lap and the way that he was so responsive.